It’s hard to explain the life of a beystan to another person. You’ll never understand just for the simple fact that your love for Beyoncé is not on the same level as her stans. Not her fans but her stans. Her fans won’t wait outside on line for HOURS for a show (meaning from like 5 or 6 am to whenever) .They won’t go to her shows MULTIPLE times even if they saw it already. They won’t buy more than one of the same album. They won’t be constantly thinking about her. They won’t end up relating everything back to her. They probably would feel like everything we do for her multiple times is a waste of money… but to us it’s not. Especially if it’s our own money ,that we earn. We have every right to do what we want with it, and it shouldn’t concern or bother you. Fans and Stans live two different lives and view things differently to be honest.